Firstly I will not address you by your screen name.
Secondly, there are prodigal children here. Concerning your question, Jesus' disciples were once asked a similar question about the Lord. They were asked, "Why eats your Master with publicans and sinners?" Jesus himself answered them. "They that are whole have no need of a physician, but they that are sick" [Mt 9:11,12]
You must recognize the power The Gawd possesses. Good.
Secondly, would someone that left the kingdom hall not be a prodigal son? Seems youre being hypocritical, and not thinking critical about what your masters have forced upon you. However, I see it quite differently. It seems you are sick and have come to the doctor to be healed. Welcome to the clinic!