The facts that I have had placed in front of me here has given my mind and my heart hours of thought that questions the very belief that I live my life by. I have heard arguments on both sides, and I feel more confused that anything else. I am finding it impossible to find an opinion that is not somehow bias in one form or another.
No man holding a strong belief on one side of a question, or even wishing to hold a belief on one side, can investigate it with such fairness and completeness as if he were really in doubt and unbiased (William Clifford). A very strong statement and one I see as true.
To think I am having doubts about something I would have swore to two weeks ago is nothing less than scary. Everything I believe is coming into question.