Justin, here's something for you to think about. The message of Christianity may sound good to you, a believer, but it is predicated on something that is truly horrendous. And that is the idea that humans suffer because Adam and Eve disobeyed YHWH, and that they deserve this suffering. This motif is repeated elsewhere in the Bible - that it's right and just for generations and generations of people to suffer because of the misdeeds of their ancestors, simply because YHWH decreed it. This is one of the most horrible and vile evils imaginable.
Naturally, if you accept that premise, the message of Christianity, that people can earn redemption and forgiveness by accepting the sacrifice of Jesus, seems reasonable. But it is not. Nobody deserves to suffer for what their parents did, let alone their however many times removed ancestor, and a god that would condone such a thing for so long (thousands of years, even if you accept the Christian timeline, much longer if you don't) is not worthy of being obeyed, let alone worshiped. Certainly not when he sends his 'son' to die in a passion play, as if that makes everything right.
Because it doesn't.
And what makes it even worse is that it's not based on reality, on things that people can prove happened, but based on belief, on things that people think happened because they were written in old books. We're not talking about natural laws such as gravity or electromagnetism here, or even the principle of entropy, all of which are easily demonstrable. We're talking about events in a creation myth that nobody can prove happened, and which has nothing to distinguish it from the dozens of other creation myths that people came up with. Yet, people spread it as if it were the Gospel (heh) truth, acting as if it's true simply because they were taught that it was true.
I'll be the first to admit that I don't have everything figured out. But that doesn't mean I need to accept someone else's beliefs as true without some serious hard evidence to prove it. Not subjective experiences that could mean a lot of things, but actual evidence as solid (heh) as the fact that mass attracts mass.