Welcome aboard baw. I hope you enjoy your time here and stick around awhile.
I was a christ follower, disciple, christian, believer, whatever for over 30 years, so it is important to kind of let us know some details of your version of that... hardly any two are alike. But never fear, hardly any two "atheists" here can define our atheism exactly the same way either - so we will all learn together, eh?
Oh, this post put me over the dreaded 666, so I am apparently not he antichrist.
I think we need a 2nd opinion.