Do I need to use a different font? I have said I am not religious. I think religion has the world twisted. I am not a theist...
By the standard definition of the word, if you believe in a god -- Any god -- Yes, you are a theist.
And no matter how fervently you believe yourself to be "not religious," your beliefs become
a religion when you attempt to transmit them to another human being. You may have no specific prayers or liturgy or rites or hymns, but you have definitely been advocating on behalf of the god you believe in.
You will never find the evidence your seeking unless you open your mind.
How do you know that our minds aren't
open? Disagreement does not equal a closed mind.