Agreed on the evil part. (Though, a good argument could be made for psychopaths being 'evil' -- though that word is loaded with bias.)
As for 'being alone', as you probably know now, you definitely are not. If anything, there are too many resources!
First some basic statistics, then a list of some resources...

Source:
http://www.adherents.com/Religions_By_Adherents.html=================================
* The WWGHA and GII web sites have other resources beyond the forums;
Blog:
http://whywontgodhealamputees.com/blog Book:
http://whywontgodhealamputees.com/god-toc.htm 50 (51, 52, ...) simple proofs:
http://godisimaginary.com* The WWGHA short list of excellent pages;
http://whywontgodhealamputees.com/rationalizations.htm http://whywontgodhealamputees.com/god5.htm http://whywontgodhealamputees.com/important.htm* Ex-Christian - "This site is designed with the intention of encouraging ex-Christians, former Christians, de-converting Christians and other non-believers in the decision to live life based on rational thought rather than religious mythology."
http://exchristian.net* de-conversion - "This blog attempts to critically, but respectfully, address issues with ... religious ideologies, especially Christianity."
http://de-conversion.com* Video: Video sites and YouTube channels;
http://whywontgodhealamputees.com/forums/index.php?topic=2078 http://www.atheistmedia.com http://www.atheistnation.net (also discussions)
* The Atheist Experience TV show;
http://www.atheist-experience.com -- Out of Austin TX with many back episodes
http://www.atheist-experience.com/fans -- The best short clips from the show
* Audio: podcasts and other audio programs;
http://whywontgodhealamputees.com/forums/index.php?topic=5673* Atheism blogs and places to socialize;
http://planetatheism.com -- text blogs
http://www.atheistnation.net (also videos)
http://www.thinkatheist.com -- many groups (new; 87 groups)
http://www.atheistnexus.org -- many more groups (established; 363 groups and many members)