So the fact that she knows she was created specifically to serve your interests, that you did your best to force her to be the way YOU want her to be, that she will eternally be dependant on your whims for her stimulation, can never interact with anyone else.....basically, she accepts that she is a good little construct who must toe the line or get deleted:
Never stated i would just poof her away, i would try to get better in relations, like you would with actual people.
She does know she is a construct, she cannot dismiss it.
Lastly, when you make a tupa, you make its personality and framework, then let it deviate.
Level of deviation is impossible to estimate, but can vary from "completely different from the start" to "One difference...".
I'm not surprised she lets you think she is your friend, if deletion is the alternative. Though I suppose it could be Stockholm Syndrome.
Please, entertain me, post where i said "i would delete her if she doesn't do as she is told."
The fact is with her personality (and cute looks
), she will be my companion, it is inevitable.
If she deviates too far, i would just have to accept it, no?
i personally chose a beachfront, ironically Alexis does not like getting wet
So....you KNOW that a great deal of the environment you generously created for her is something she doesn't like and won't use. You ARE a good friend, I'm really NOT surprised that she wouldn't dare reveal she is anything other than happy and grateful to you.
No, she likes the beach (probably the sun and sand), and she doesn't go in the water, also hooves are not very effective at using things (maybe she could do with telekinesis...).
Also remember that the beach connects to the mainland, she is not on a desert island.
And trust me, she hasn't been all happy and grateful, she has gotten angry at times (one such time with an incident involving water...), i apologized, obviously.
You've created something dependant on your whim for its existence. Given it an environment that fits YOUR desires, not hers. Done your damndest to make it the thing you want it to be. Are convinced it should and does love you, should be grateful for its existence.
A tulpa is always dependent on the creator for its existence, they do not care.
She is happy with the beach.
You design a tulpa and then let it deviate.
We enjoy each other because of our personalities, not due to force. (*shivers*, love+tulpa brings me bad memories of a persons log...)