Junebug, I have been one of your strongest supporters, both here and behind the scenes. And yet, when I tried to help you in the emergency room, by suggesting things that would help you communicate by the members here, you attacked me, and said you couldn't trust me. This hurt my feelings, and makes me wary of interacting with you. Some of the so-called chill you are experiencing is because you've hurt people's feelings, and ignored most attempts to help.
You believe in love and compassion, yet you've jumped on the very people who are trying to show compassion to you.
Perhaps you can't hear this, but I still care about you. I still want to hear your opinions. I still want you to participate here. But I also don't want to feel attacked when I do so. I have feelings too.
Your help hurt my feelings. Traveler I know you honestly think you were helping me but you were helping them, the mods. You really don't think it hurt my feelings to be in the ER or restricted to the shelter. You were dealing with a hurt dog so to speak. You have to approach carefully. What would have helped is when you see me make a mistake tell me then, In a nice way. Maybe PM it so not to embarrass me.
You made me feel like our friendship was not as important as trying to save the reputation of a website that is verbally offensive. That's not how I roll.
The mods are free to edit any post. Out of 1100 posts I've only been edited 6-7 times. My defense is posted in the ER.
Am I perfect sure ain't. I don't think you ever looked at the situation without bias toward atheism. The impact it would have on this website. I have admitted my short comings and I'm working on improvement. Those that think they are perfect never improve but they are not really perfect.
My feelings has been hurt here a lot while going through the hardest fight of my life. It really made me wish I had never shared my fight with this place. Anyhow I don't harbor any anger and I'm just ready to get on with being HAPPY. Getting through chemo was one of the happiest times in my life. I just want that feeling back.
I didn't start throwing the stones.
I'm only aggressive when people's trying to push me around.
I care about you too Traveler. I care about all of you.