Yes I gave smites. Oh well I tried. I'm confused. Is this a website of open discussion or change your mind site or leave?
Was this directed to me? If so, what are you talking about? If not,please clarify so the person you are addressing knows that you are speaking to them.
Jag one more thing, you sound like a militant atheist, believer disrespector, so disappointing.
And if you understood my posts you would realize that I'm not talking to you about religion, and I'm barely talking to you about god. I'm also clearly not getting through to you and every effort I've made to do so results in you getting mad at me and accusing me of being mean to you. You are welcome to see me as a "militant atheist" (I'm not, not even close, but you routinely assign your own meanings to words so this is par for the course with you) and a "believer disrespector" (you're taking personally things that are not - I do not respect your beliefs but that has nothing to do with respecting you as a human being). I think you are mixing several issues together - your illness, the support you are getting from others here, and more notably, the support you believe you are NOT getting here, and from whom, and stirring it all up in a bubbling brew of resentment.
I don't think you know me well enough to be disappointed by ME, although I grant that you might be disappointed that I'm not quite who YOU wanted me to be. You only know me from one site, about a narrow topic I'm interested in, on the internet, by reading my words. Since you misunderstand a significant portion of what I say, you know even less about who I am than you believe you do.
I have been called harmless so why do I bother y'all so much. I just don't get it. I don't do any of the things you claim to despise about religion.
I've tried repeatedly
to explain this and since we're covering the same ground again, I've obviously failed to do so. I don't accept any responsibility for the problems anymore - I've done my part and far more
to try to help you here. Come to think of it, in return for my efforts, you gave me the only negative karma point I've ever gotten here - and we all know how strongly you feel about karma points.
You don't get to determine how people are going to interact with you on this site. I've already stated that I think it is not healthy for you to participate in threads like this while you are fighting cancer, and in the same post, also stated that you are a big girl and capable of making such decisions for yourself - so act like it. If you are facing your mortality and still insist on participating in discussions about the existence of a god you should expect your feelings to be hurt. Take responsibility for your feelings - they belong to you and you alone.
But they are not the same as facts, and they are not interchangeable.