For many theists, *particularly* the ones you want answering your question, they will simply feel that your question is invalid. God does not fear curiosity. You just shouldn't be curious. He's kinda sensitive that way.
OK then, I guess if it makes you feel better at the end of the day. I could tell you that you are wrong but what good would that do...? It wouldn't matter anyway. Would it...?
None. You haven't proved at all that we're wrong. No, it wouldn't matter--why would it matter to us that a person is making completely baseless claims without evidence ? Reality matters to us.
So you you don't believe in GOD. What can I really do about that except by living a good life and setting a good example...?
Correct--and just as we are, and do so without a god belief controlling our minds.
I can't make anyone here a believer.
Correct. But it's not just that--we do not want a new
belief...we want the
truth...and we want the truth by observation, evidence and experience. Incoherent ideas about phantoms and spirits, without supportive evidence, do not interest us and shouldn't interest the rational mind.
I could tell you all day long but it doesn't do any good.
Correct. Thank goodness you're getting it. Until the evidence is there it never would, or will.
You guys all think I'm nuts but I really don't even care anymore.
Incorrect. We do know however, that you are suffering from a unique and debilitating mental abnormality based on your credulity, fear, ignorance and emotions. You should care.
Making that statement is very much like the idiot, in a village of idiot's, who claims he doesn't care what people think of him, his behaviour, and his village--and will go on if need be and explain that their idiocy is justified because he's amongst like minded mentally abnormal people and therefore what others outside of the village think of him and his kind is irrelevant.
Not that I don't care what you think, it's just that I've heard it all before. Countless times.
Bullshit. If you cared what we think, you would look past your weaknesses and your opinions of us, and see that we're correct in our reasons for nonbelief. We couldn't give a rats ass if you become an atheist, but we do care that you acknowledge that our reasoning is sound and that your beliefs cannot stand up against it. That's it, nothing more nothing less.
You're weakness in believing is not our bone of contention. You believe at your own expense. Our position is based on the incoherence and lack of evidence for the god hypothesis itself. So stop letting your mind think that it's you we're exposing as a fraud, and start realizing that it's the god idea that we're exposing and giving a good thumping to.
So OK.... what else is there really left to say...?
Nothing.
It is my hope that GOD will bless you.

Hope is good. False hope is useless. Hope in action is the best. I would imagine that most here don't need any special blessing and that we're all comfortable and happy with our lives. Why don't you instead, slip a cheque in the mail for a worthwhile child's charity....that would truly bring some hope to those who really need it.