Yes, that does make sense, thank you for your non aggressive answers. I appreciate that. So if in order to understand life we need to put together this "jigsaw puzzle" then why doesn't the Bible help us with this. It explains the jigsaw puzzle but why is it not accepted if it gives the answers everyone is looking for?
...because the picture on the box (that is the bible) has proven too often to be a wild guess, that does not correlate at all to any of the so far assembled jigsaw puzzle pieces.
And please don't mistake my brevity for aggression.
The frustration you might perceive emanating from atheists here who've replied to you, is no doubt an artifact of the relentlessness of the untutored theists/creationists attempted onslaught.
Have a good look at how much effort some posters here have taken to educate you.
Have a think about how determinedly you have refused to acknowledge anything that clashes with your beliefs (no matter what evidence you are shown).
.......please note that the last was not an all-inclusive statement.
Recognise, that if it was the other way, ....where you were able to educate these atheist posters with sound demonstrable verifiable fact, contrary to their beliefs, they (unlike theists with vested interests) would embrace the new knowledge, admit their error and change their position.
Realise, that that willingness to learn, that ability to adapt to advances in knowledge, is the only true reasonable way of advancing thought/knowledge.
All else, is dogma.
Dogma is presented on a daily treadmill here, and yet still the "generous" atheists attempt to engage and educate each and every theist who shows up here presenting the same old tired and bankrupt and dishonest apologetics. (which is not describing the theists, but is describing their pitch)
If you are feeling a certain frustration from some here, just understand that even if by some miracle of intellectual honesty we manage to get you to understand that your questions have been well answered before, your theories have been totally debunked already, and the pitch you push is a weary and worn hand-me-down that should've been discarded decades ago,
...even if you finally "get it!" after everybody's efforts, tomorrow no doubt we'll be confronted with the next variant of the same old ...same old.
So if you sense some frustration, and a tendency to aggression, congratulate yourself for at least having the survival instincts to accurately pick up what some here must be feeling.....
....but at the same time understand that those people have every right to be expressing such frustration, and consider the fact that they treat you so well considering.