Hi, sorry I've been away for a while.
So, the question remains, are any of you someone who wants there to be a creator but just can't find any evidence that one exists so you are forced to be an atheist?
What I want is absolutely irrelevant. Either there is a creator or there isn't. I assume there isn't. Others, anxious for specific outcomes, appear to imagine that one exists.
If I was powerful enough to make that decision for the entire universe, I'd go with the status quo. Someone with all the answers would be too hard to deal with.