... im not the best englishman when it comes to writing.
I'm curious, what do you do for a living?
... lol ive been up till 4 in the morning every night running on spinach and spring water reading the koran and playing with ebay ...
For the love of Hitchens ...
why? ... to either and both ...
I interpretted some of your post wrongly as in i got defensive thinking you wanted to tear me down ...
I, personally, cannot tear down that which has yet to be built. My interpretation is that others here were trying to get you built up first so that we could figure out what you were actually trying to say.
... when i came to this forum being its title i felt like in my gut like i was walking into lions den it takes alot to try to share a message ...
We can and will be
far more critical of
how you express yourself than what you actually choose to express. If you cannot express yourself in a coherent manner that others can understand, then what you are trying to express is irrelevant.
Maybe because i knew it was filled with alot of people that were not believers very scientific and that i would meet static with my testimony not that i think you are bad people i just believe that what men and jesus think is good ...
Look, I think that people who think god/jesus/deity is real are deluded. Period. The reasons why people are deluded vary, but deluded people are living their lives at an extreme disadvantage. I won't enumerate those right now because there is a bigger point to be addressed ...
Those who are deluded and follow a god are often incapable of good communication. Your inability to consistently follow basic writing skills cause you to become a prime example of delusional people who cannot communicate. Now, I don't know you from Adam, to borrow a cliché, so I have no idea what actual mental capacity you have. I might be surprised to find that in holding a verbal conversation with you that you might appear to be quite normal. That verbal conversation might never occur, so in the meantime you must improve your skills of expression. If you want to make your point known to others, you must improve your methods of communication. The way you express yourself in writing in this forum would not allow you to move past 6th grade in the United States. I'm not joking.
... you can think im crazy ...
For me, I think you need mental help not so much because of your religious beliefs but because of your inability to communicate them in a coherent manner. The rifle-toting avatar cements the image of you possibly being the average village idiot in Afghanistan. To put this in terms of weaponry, your method of communication is spray-and-pray rather than being a cold, calculating sniper.