Jamie, what do you think is going to happen to you when you die? Are you going to heaven?I'm not really interested in reopening this discussion, overall. However, the answer to those questions is fairly simple. I have no idea what will happen when I die, so I don't worry about it. There's no point to obsessing about heaven, or hell for that matter, and those things simply obscure the life I'm living now. And if this is the only life there is, then it's all the more important to try to leave it better than how it was when I die.
Whenever events that are purported to occur in our best interest are as numerous as the events that will just as soon kill us, then intent is hard, if not impossible to assert. NDT