You're going around in circles and you are not addressing any of the points I have made to you.
We don't need god, the holy spirit or any of that fairytale nonsense to be giving, sharing, loving, caring, kind, and patient.
I've already told you that the old testament was written by primitive men from the late bronze age middle east. That explains why there are killings, blood sacrifices, creation myths, slavery, oppression of women and children, torture, rape, etc...
Civilization has evolved in the past approx. 3500 years since it was written. Morality has evolved. There is no god in this equation.
If everyone was giving, sharing, loving, caring, kind, and patient of course the world would be a better place. So what? That has nothing to do with the existence of a god. We don't get our morals from a god. We don't need 'divine inspiration' to be all those things.
I am an atheist. I am not enlightened by some imaginary holy spirit. Yet I have never raped, ensalved or murdered anyone. I give 5% of all my wages to charity... that's more than I pay for council tax... that's the equivalent of one week's worth of groceries for a family of 3. I have volunteered, I have helped raise money for charity and I am deeply saddened by the suffering in this world.
What you are describing is the equivalent of me giving my children an instruction book they can't understand and then leaving them on a deserted island to fend for themselves. There's CCTV all over the island and I can see them all the time, but I don't intervene. In fact, they never even met me or have any proof that I exist.
One of the kids falls and breaks a leg... he is a pain, agony, he doesn't know what to do... he may die... he screams for his daddy to please help ... and all I do is sit back and watch this happening on my screen, without intervening... and on top of that, I blame him for his own pain! His brother looks at him and blames the others brothers and sisters around him for his pain. Blame everyone except the father who irresponsibly put them in that situation in the first place!
They may as well not even have a father since I'm not doing anything anyway!
Well this is what your god character is like.
He either doesn't exist (which he doesn't) or he is a giant sadistic prick.