The reason you say this is because you do not want there to be a God.
Bullshit. We simply do not see
any evidence for the existence of
any gods, whenever yours or someone's else.
It has nothing to do with anyone else but yourself.
You're claiming to be in the good grace of a divine, supernatural being, know what's he thinking; and
you're sugguesting that
I'm the one that's conceited?!
Bull.
If God were to exist ( and He does) , it's going to be a rude awakening for you.
And here, we have yet another christian fantasizing about the horrible, deserving fate for those awful evil arrogent atheists.
But of course, fantasizing about the eternal suffering of others is not at all evil. After all, your magic man will be cheering along with you!

You do not experience the love of God in your life because you do not know who He is. Your not even willing to compromise. If your happy with believing that, then who is going to change your mind? It starts with you. If you feel that you have honestly sought God with no results, who to know other than God and yourself? Only you know within yourself what the answer is.
*yawn* Been there, done that. I used to be a christian. I sought god. I prayed, went to church, I didn't want to let go. Up until the last minute, I wanted there to be
something to believe in. Then I found out there is no god, and the bible is just a collection of books made up by primitive, superstitions people.
Just to save you some time, I'll type your stock respond: You were never a TrueChristian
TM, and you never
truely SoughtHimOut
TM. You need to SurrenderYourself
TM and
truly LetGodIntoYourHeart
TM. Then, and only then, will god ShowHimselfBeforeYou
TM. Once you HumbleYourselfBeforeGod
TM, the VoidInYourHeart
TM will be filled, and you will know His grace.
...
God, I feel dirty just typing that. I need to do something to make myself feel clean.
*look up porn*