I'm sorry that you feel you need to leave, Abdi. Your presence isn't the problem at this forum. The only problem - and a problem that's easily corrected once you're aware of it - is the posting style. If you have something to say, you're perfectly capable of saying it without resorting to links. Obviously you know how to type your own words. You're doing it right here, right now. And that's all any of us here want you to do in the other threads.
As has already been pointed out, if you've felt overwhelmed by everyone responding to you at one time, you're well within your rights to ask everyone to back off for a bit so you can take the appropriate amount of time to answer, and you're also within your rights to say, "There is too much happening; I would like to focus on this one topic at hand."
This isn't unreasonable, is it?
You can leave the forum now if you wish, but you are fooling yourself if you think you've brought "light" here by posting links. If anything, you've discouraged us from reading what you've posted because it's too "all over the place." If you truly felt you had to bring "light" here, you'd have a much better chance by setting out concise posts in your own words so that we can read, engage, and understand. Anything else is just prime for us to skip over because we'd feel there's no need to bother; it's like skipping over spam.
Just something to think about for you. Do what you feel is best.