Well lets use logic on this table.
For starters. You don't just pray and hope all the pain goes away. You have to confront it, face to face.
Praying is half the situation. For you to give up on prayers, only means that you was not faithfull to begin with.
Some bums are out there for silly reasons. Imagine the ones using public assistance, when they could just go home and kiss there loved ones feet.
You had sins? Like what? Remember a sin is a scar for life. Like a bad memory but is important to you.
Another example is your kids. When they got sick, you did not say "run all naked in the mud, and I will pray to make the demons leave your body so you can get better. Nope you gave them all kinds of things to make them better, and kept on praying.
Your bills are your bills. Nobody can not pay them but you. God has nothing to do with money, but you. God will not aid a bank robber without cause. Look at Bonnie and Clyde. They made there point, then broke out and took lives, in the process. If Clyde was anywhere near responsible. He would have gotten Bonnie impregnated, and stayed in prison by himself.
Praying for the followers of evil. You can't do anything for them. They have to follow god. You can pray for there souls but not pray for them. What did you did in reflection of that prayer?
Speaking of the Bible. My dad has his own church. He reads to me ( since I listen, when I get the chance to listen ). None of his other kids will try to listen or talk with him about god. They all just think he is a bad daddy.
About your sister. More recently this brother of my Aunt-inlaw who died in a car crash recently was telling the auidience about chance.
If the guy she was with, was that bad. You should have stepped in. You cannot pray for your sisters escape. Why not go to the guy, and just talk to him. One on one. Tell him, how you feel, and why your sister should still be alive. Imagine the guys with ten or even twenty sisters. All the crap they go threw. You gotta live threw, and find a sane way to deal with this.
While this might be on your mind " It could have been, differnt, but I never" or " why wouldn't she listen " you have to understand. No prayer is going to stop another person from commiting any act. Look at Jesus,
and how God let him die. However he risen again. Thus proven the proof of forgiveness. Meaning she will be allright and have to still have faith. Even if the reality is that she is not alive right next to you right now.
Again, she a girl. Some boys out there get crazy ideas of there model women should be like. Like the girl next door to me who was called a hoar. The guy thought it was a romantic thing. Yet she cried about.
There is also the police.
What was your store? Remember events reflects business. Like the kindle will most likely make books illegal or some sorta crap like that in the future. Or how everything is made of super non-plastic plastic.
Also how loyal was your customers.
Imagine the people with like ten siblings. Like the boomers who was exposed to radition devices, and all kind of stuff. Imagine the people exposed to celluar phones even before birth. You got a whole bunch guys at my workplace with cancer. They just keep on going, like a train with rusted wheels. Cancer cannot leave. They gotta cut it out, zapp it out, or take medication. The prodcedure used might kill them in the process.
Cancer is when cells just stop reproducing correctly. It happens at old age for all people. Cells brake down.
Nothing new. At least it was not aids, or some other disorder. You have to understand, if you truly beleive you will see them again.
Your a business man, so fight back smart. Don't just quit. There has to be a way, to balance it all out without risking anybody lives including yours.