I must admit you have stirred some good questions. Good for you.
I was raised a "believer" but some things are too phony/too hypocritical.
There are too many unanswered questions/too much bull in the Bible.
I almost ruined my son by paddling him until I said no more and took a
progressive parenting course which changed our lives for the better.
Maybe we will approach a super conscience where all humans will share in the
decision process for what is good for us and our planet/ other species.
Until then, keep 'em guessing. I am for your website.
You are brave, not crazy or mean.